About a month ago, I was on a Discord call with someone I met on a neurodivergent Discord server. We added each other on Steam, and as they went through my library to find a game we could play together, they said something like, "WOW, you have so many niche games in your library. You have quite un...
Long time no see, eh? Over 4 months of no new content, which means I'm 4-5 blog posts in debt, LOL. Truth be told, many things happened, but I wasn't feeling particularly good about them.
I used to be a puppet, and now I'm an automaton.
For the longest of time, I felt like life was just happening to me. I was going with the flow. Not because I wanted to drift, but because I had no other option. I never had any hobbies because everything felt like too much effort. I know... what a...
I feel like a spent fuel rod from a nuclear reactor. Still technically full of energy, but unstable, overheating, and slowly running out of stamina and sanity.
Ever since Atomoxetine stabilised my brain chemistry, I can just do shit now. It’s still such a surreal feeling, and I’m feeling a bit...
This post is a continuation of this one where I talked about what my first psychiatric appointment was like. I highly recommend reading it first before you dive into this one because it contains a lot of context.
As I promised in my article about sleep, today I will be talking more about my ADHD.
New Year's resolutions are such a weird thing, aren't they? I think the majority of people who set them are doing so purely out of guilt and not an actual desire to improve or change something about themselves. Personally, I never set them before, but I mainly attribute that to the fact that I hav...
I've heard many people describe themselves as perfectionists. Funnily enough, when you get to know them, you oftentimes learn that their lives aren't exactly perfect. This might lead one to think they're lying about their nature to make themselves sound more interesting, but I'm actually incline...
I never thought how fixing my sleep schedule could improve my life so much. It isn't an exaggeration to say I'm a different person now. It all began sometime at the end of the last month. I was anticipating my regular check-up by my GP, which has been postponed like 4 times because either they had...
I've been suspecting neurodivergence in myself for some time now. My brain is very different to that of my peers or people in general I've met. It feels like running Linux in the world of macOS. Many of the core components and libraries are the same, but everything else is entirely different. The...
I think the single scariest thing in this world, this universe, this plane of existence is the fact that you don't have to change.
Seriously, you can keep repeating the same mistakes, you can keep reliving the same lessons over and over again. That is the blessing and the curse of having a f...
